Middle Ground
It’s been a while, but that doesn’t mean that there has been nothing to say. I suppose life just has a habit of getting in the way, being too busy and I haven’t allowed space to over think everything. Of course there has been the bad days and journaling as well as talking to others has helped me to get through them. I wouldn’t say I was happy, but not unhappy either. More that I’ve accepted where I am at the moment, I’ve found a level ground, for the time being at least. But I’m not giving up either. I know I still haven’t found the path that I’d like to be on, there are still options I want to explore. But I still have a mortgage and bills to pay, so I need to be realistic too. When I started this job over two years ago, I knew I needed a change and it came at the right time. I couldn’t see past that and what would happen next. I wouldn’t have even said I’d still be there now. But what I will say is that I found the challenge that I needed at a time I needed it. And I...